​愛護管理センターのホームページに掲載された犬の写真がSNSで拡散され、「犬を保護してほしい」というメールや電話、メッセージが後を絶ちません。善意であることはわかりますが、それが役に立つことはほとんどありません。 
私たちは、定期的にセンターから犬を引き出しています。どの犬たちがどういった状況でいるのか承知しております。もちろん全てを助けることができればいいのですが、助けられないこともあり、心が痛むのです。 先週は7匹の犬を引き取りましたが、他の犬たちも助けることができるのかどうか、わからないまま無力を感じながら帰りました。

シェルターが満杯になると、レスキューを必要とする沢山の動物たちを受け入れるスペースも資源もありません。

HEARTには、不妊手術を済ませワクチン、マイクロチップ、健康診断を終え直ぐに里子にでる準備ができている子もいれば、現在病気で治療を受けている子もいます。人懐っこくて、愛情深いのに長い間ご縁が見つからない子、 スタッフやボランティアの努力で、人見知りや臆病な性格を克服した子、まだ触られたり、リードを付けて歩くことができず、根気よく社会性を身に付けている子たちなどいろんな状況の子たちが合わせて１２０頭ほどいます。


私たちが助けられることは有限です。管理センターに入る動物の数は限りがありません。HEARTで里親を待っている動物たちのほとんどが徳島県動物愛護管理センターから保護された動物たちです。 保護前の写真はSNSで拡散され、保護された後は忘れ去られてしまうようです。

動物たちを助けるために、ぜひご協力をお願いします。 
どんなことに役立つの？ 保護された動物たちを共有すること、ボランティアや寄付をすること。 
HEARTにいる間、シェルターのスペース、リソース、ケアするためのマンパワーは、管理センターからずっとの家を探し始めるために、より多くの命を救うことを意味します。

(⚠️GRAPHIC PHOTOS⚠️)

4月上旬、前方を走っていた車に轢かれた猫を保護し、取り乱した方からご連絡をいただきました。 そのドライバーはそのまま走り去りましたが、彼女ともう一人の親切な通行人が猫を拾って動物病院に連れて行きました。
回復しても行き場がないため、私たちに助けを求めてきたのです。 私たちが日頃からお世話になっている動物病院へ搬送しました。
​In early April, a distraught caller contacted us after rescuing a cat that had been hit by the driving in front of her.  That driver sped off, but she and another kind passerby picked up the cat and brought it to a veterinary clinic. 
With no where for the cat to go if it recovered, we were asked for help.  We transferred the cat to a local vet clinic where we regularly have our animals treated.
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マトリックスの目はソケットから飛び出しており、顎を骨折し、頭部外傷の疑いがありました。 しかし、素晴らしいスタッフと獣医師が、眼球を摘出する手術に耐えられるだけの状態にまで回復させてくださいました。 自力で食べることができず、顎の骨折が治るまで特別なケアが必要でした。​
Matrix’s eye was protruding from the socket, he suffered a broken jaw and had a suspected head injury.  It was touch and go but the fabulous staff and veterinarians got him healthy enough to withstand surgery to remove his eye.  He was unable to eat on his own and needed special care until his jaw fracture healed.

約2ヶ月の入院の後、マトリックスは日曜日に退院し、元気にしています。 少しシャイですが、人懐っこく、愛情深い子です。 ドライは食べられませんが、ソフトフードが大好きで、食欲旺盛です。
私たちは、マトリックスの健康回復を手助けできたことをうれしく思い、彼の旅に関わったすべての人に感謝しています。 
After almost two months hospitalized, Matrix was discharged on Sunday and is doing well.  He is a little shy but is friendly and affectionate.  He is unable to eat dry kibble but loves his soft food.
We are happy to have helped Matrix find his way back to health and are grateful to everyone involved in his journey❤️  

Thank you for all your support and encouragement in 2022!
Our rescue/re-homing numbers for 2022 are down about 100 from the year past but still pretty good. 304 animals rescued (164 dogs, 138 cats and 1 rabbit) with 243 animals out (101 dogs, 100 cat and 1 rabbit adopted and 41 dogs transferred to other rescue organizations). 
We are off to a good start to 2023 with 5 dogs/puppies already out to homes!  Billy Bob left on the 4th with his new owner, a family member of Fuji kun's owner so the two dogs were reunited. A road trip to Gunma prefecture to deliver Riley and Mika.  Stopping on the way back to bring Takuma to Aichi and send Lailah to Miyagi from Itami airport.  We are still full, full, full of puppies so it's been full on animal care for me while I hold the fort at home and at the clinic.

​Wishing you all a wonderful 2023 and we'll do our best again this year for the animals and to keep you updated.  

We are constantly receiving rescue requests and it gets overwhelming sometimes. We can't help all the animals in need. Space, manpower and resources are always limited and we can only do what we can with what we have. Our days and nights are also filled with running the rescue and time is also a scarcity so it's impossible to get back to every e-mail and message that comes our way and we apologize for that.
One such e-mail sat in our inbox in mid-August about a dog hanging around an abandoned mountain building. I glanced at the photos but left it as is as we are full to the brim with dogs waiting for homes. Over one hundred, actually.  I passed it off as another feral dog able to survive on it's own. A nagging feeling kept me returning to the photos. Where were the other dogs?  Isn't is strange that a feral would stick around a building alone?  
​Soon enough, she was captured by animal control so we went to meet her there.  She was obviously not feral.

So she came to HEART.  I named her Juno. She is the sweetest of sweetest dogs.  People friendly, dog friendly, just an all around wonderful dog. She likes her sleep though, and that's the only time I've seen her get a bit pissed off but I totally get that.

So the moral of the story is that there are too, too many people that just want to get their animal problem off their hands and guilty conscious. And put it unto the ones doing rescue work. I've learned how to say no in a lot of cases but it doesn't make my guilt for not saving that one or two or sometimes 20.  

I think what put me off from the start was the initial e-mail.  The gist being "I have two dogs and I can't possibly do more. There must be someone that can give this dog a home. Why can't HEART do something to get this dog into a home". 

I wanted to respond with "I am responsible for over 100 dogs at the moment and 70 cats. I can't possibly do more.  There must be homes for the friendly and vetted animals in our care. Why are people so selfish and can't do more for the animals in front of their eyes."

Since Juno came to HEART, we haven't heard from the e-mailer. I'm assuming there wasn't donation of any kind, either.  This is from experience, but I apologize if the e-mailer did contribute to Juno's fees for pulling her from the Kanri center, her spay surgery, microchip, vaccinations, heart-worm blood test, flea/tick treatment, de-worming, food for the past three months, electric bills to keep her cool during the hot months and now warm during the cool ones, rent to pay for the roof over her head, etc. etc. etc. 

Juno due to fly out to her new home on the 23rd.  She is one of the lucky mid-sized adult dogs that could find a home.  It's not so easy. Just ask the other 100 of our mid-sized adult dogs.  Some of them pure-bred. Some of them with so much love to give. We all wonder why they haven't found a home yet. My only answer is that it must be destiny. 

I considered not sharing this because there are so many critics out there waiting to jump on us for any slight but it's too good of a story not to share. My stories are always long and complicated, certainly, as that is my life in animal rescue. 

Remus and Pan Pan were brothers that were abandoned over 3 years ago at a park that we have been doing TNR and rescue at for the past 5 years.  They were about 4 months old at the time and two roommates from Sweden fostered them until they left Tokushima to return home. Remus and Pan Pan then moved to our volunteer house where they lived with our long-term volunteers. Remus was the outgoing one, Pan Pan the shy one.  Both too smart for their own good and with one outside escape and capture, they got a taste for the great outdoors and learned to open doors and windows.  Learned to check all the doors and windows to find one to open, and then because we were extra careful to make sure the windows were hatched closed, learned to pull the hatch to open the windows. At first, we always panicked when they got out but we'd leave the window open and they would return and all was well again.

When COVID began, our long-term volunteer pool dried up and Remus and Pan Pan spent a lot of time alone in the volunteer house besides daily visits to care for them. I would also go to stay with them overnight a couple of days a week but they were lonely. The outside was enticing and their escape artist activity intensified. And then we were blessed with a long-term volunteer from Germany during the pandemic that jumped through hoops to get here. All was well in Remus and Pan Pan's world again for 9 months and then they were alone with daily visits and a couple nights of human companionship again. You can guess what happened. The window was always left opened for their return. They did, but it was always just one of them and never both of them at the same time so the window had to be left open. And then there was only Remus returning and no sightings of Pan Pan for months and months.  We set traps, searched the neighborhood, checked with police and animal control. Half a year later and I accepted that he was dead.  
There was no way a shy cat with no experience living outdoors could survive.   

Remus was a constant during that time and was usually inside inviting all the other stray cats in through the open window. Or if he wasn't inside, I'd call out to him and he'd do his loud meowing and come running.  Then this past summer, Remus's fur started thinning and he'd lost some weight.  I thought it may have been an allergic reaction to the new flea/tick preventive but a vet visit and echo showed a mass in his stomach.  It was a tumor and he was sent home with meds.  He wasn't feeling well and spent his time resting and sleeping and had no interest in finding a way outside.  About ten days later, he made a prison break, stayed out overnight, returned home and then passed away.  My human brain told me that he must have had one last fruitless look for his brother, Pan Pan, and then gave up on life.

Fast forward to today. Almost a year since Pan Pan disappeared.  A client brings a rescue they want to keep as their own to a local vet clinic and the vet suggests to check for a microchip. He has one. It's Pan Pan. We are contacted. He's healthy and doing well.

I was in disbelief and once I got my bearings have to reconsider some things I thought to be true. One being that a cat raised strictly indoors can't survive on their own outside. For almost a year. Owners should never give up on a lost cat.

Other of my beliefs are reinforced.  Microchipping is so so important. Not for just the animals but for the people. I am so, so relieved that he is alive and well. Ear-tipping should only be reserved for feral or street cats. I wonder if Pan Pan would have been rescued or checked if he had one.

And the story I I told myself when Remus went out that last time. Now I wonder if he was saying good-bye to his brother for the last time.  Another made up human brain story.

We do not give animals they credit they deserve.  They are not little humans. And I so respect that. They far surpass our resilience to life's difficulties. They don't live in the past. They don't dream about the future.  They live in the now. We, humans, have a lot to learn. (and I'm soooo grateful for that microchip and call to let me know PanPan is ok after all this time❤️)

 Please know that you have been loved by the universe. You have been loved by the ones that found you and the ones that tried to heal you. From here, we wish you the most auspicious next life. May you be free from pain. May you be free from fear. May you now experience a sacred sendoff.  -Sarah Bowmen

I often don't want to write about the ones that we couldn't save. It could be because the next rescue comes in and there isn't time. Or it could be that I feel like we failed somehow. Or that it is just too hard for me to really sit with the feelings of sadness for a life cut short in suffering.

In mid-July, two kittens came in just days apart found by passer-bys in completely different areas of the city. Both with puncture wounds and difficulty moving. Both taken to local vet clinics. The black and white kitten the morning after she arrived at HEART. The black kitten just minutes after we took her in.  Same prognosis. Same outcome for both little lives.
Wounds most likely caused by a bite with abdominal injuries causing internal damage. Both kittens died. One while waiting to be examined. The other the morning after being admitted.  

We live in the countryside of Japan. In a place that needs to embrace that the community cat problem is everyone's problem. Things are changing for the better but we need a village to help.  They say that only 1 in 10 kittens born outside will live to the age of one. I say let's prevent as many births as possible to prevent the needless suffering.  There is help, there are affordable options, anyone can make an appointment and be taught to trap-neuter and return a cat/cats. There is no special license to capture and take a cat to be spay/neutered and it's not rocket science.  Anyone can do it and we need everyone on board to make the biggest impact.  

It's hard for people to turn a blind eye to animals that are suffering. That's why these two kittens that were in dire need found their way to HEART. I appreciate that. But I wish we could take it one step back and that we lived in a society that saw just a healthy regular cat around and noticed no ear-tip and thought "Hey, let's stop the suffering before it happens. To the spay clinic it is!"  It should be really that easy. Because without that I worry about people like me who are whole-heartedly invested in helping animals in need. Burn-out is real.  Compassion fatigue is real. 

I was hesitant to come back to finish this post I started writing three weeks ago.  To re-live the sadness of losing those two little kittens that died back in July. To not be able to express in words what I really want to say about it all.  

All I can do is to finally give these two a sacred send-off.  And that I can feel somewhat at peace knowing they are free from pain and fear. 

私たちのスペイクリニックには、さまざまな怪我や病気を抱えた飼い主のいない猫が来院します。その猫たちの中には緊急の治療や手術が必要な猫もいますが、私たちの設備では対応することができないケースもあります。そのため、私たちはその猫をレスキューして、地元の動物病院で必要な治療を受けなければならない状況に置かれることがよくあります。ジプシーもそのような猫の一匹です。
ボランティアが活動するTNR現場で、怪我をしているところを発見され、当院に運ばれてきました。 酷く脚を痛めていた彼女は、その痛みや不快感を抱えながら外猫として過酷な生活を送っていたことは想像に難くありません。
​We see cats with various injuries and illnesses come through the doors of our spay clinic, some of them needing urgent care or operations that we are not equipped to provide. We are often left in the position of having to take on the cat as a rescue to get the treatment it needs at a local veterinary clinic. Gypsy is one of those cats.
A regular at a volunteer's Trap-Neuter-Return site, she was found injured and brought to our clinic.  An older leg injury, it's hard to imagine the pain and discomfort she felt as she navigated life as stray.  

私たちはジプシーを地元の動物病院に連れて行き、断脚が必要という診断結果になりました。 手術は上手くいき治癒は順調で、1週間以内にHEARTに帰ってくることができました。
​We took Gypsy to a local veterinary clinic and she required leg amputation.  Her healing went well and she was able to come home to HEART within a week.

Gypsy is warming up to people and we hope she will be soon ready to find a home that will welcome this special three-legged girl.
HEART is a temporary home to 130 dogs and 70 cats and it's always been a challenge to make ends meet.  It costs a lot to run a shelter and a spay clinic, provide medical care and daily nessessities for our animals and cover costs for emergency treatment for animals like Gypsy.  We are grateful to our supporters for your generosity and ask for your continued support so we can continue helping animals in need.
​ジプシーは人馴れの途中ですが、この特別な3本足の女の子を迎えてくれる家庭が早く見つかることを願っています。
HEARTは130頭の犬と70頭の猫の一時的な住処であり、常に運営資金が課題となっています。 シェルターと避妊手術のためのクリニックを運営し、動物たちに医療と日常生活を提供し、ジプシーのような動物たちの緊急治療費をまかなうには、多くの費用がかかります。 私たちは、サポーターの皆さんの寛大な心に感謝するとともに、これからも助けを必要とする動物たちをレスキューし続けることができるよう、今後もご支援をどうぞ宜しくお願いいたします。

​Wednesday was a Spay day at our clinic with 23 cats fixed and no longer adding to the homeless pet population. A big thank you to Nomura Sensei and the clinic staff for their hard work!
Three rescues in as well. Bun is a 10-year-old male cat and is the biggest cat we have ever met, weighing in at 7.8 kilograms! His elderly owner was hospitalized and had no one that was able to care for Bun so we agreed to take him in. After 10 years in a home, it will be hard for him to adjust to a multi-cat living situation at HEART so we really hope that a loving family will open their home to him soon.  

Being so busy with raising two boys, running a shelter plus Spay clinic and hands on animal care, I've hardly time to keep you updated.  And then there is so much that happens everyday, I don't know where to start when I sit down to write a  post but here goes another try. 
二人の男の子の子育て、シェルターの運営、スペイクリニック、動物の世話などで忙しく、なかなか更新する時間がありません。 また、毎日いろいろなことが起こるので、記事を書こうと思ってもどこから手をつけていいかわからないのですが、ここでもう一度トライしてみます。
With all the Shibas we took in from the pet shop, small breeds from a puppy mill rescue we are helping with and kitten season here, we are full, full, full and really busy at the moment.  
​ペットショップからレスキューした柴犬、パピーミルのレスキューに協力している小型犬、そして子猫のシーズンで、今はいっぱいいっぱい、本当に忙しいんです。 
These three little kittens came in April 25th and they went to the vet right away.  Still needing feedings, it was a bit too much for me that day so I asked the clinic to keep them for the night and they came back the next day in a bit better shape.  They had no problems being hand-fed, although they preferred kitten milk from a syringe and didn't take to a nipple. They are growing and healthy and their eyes couldn't be saved but are much better. Between the three of them it seems we only have one eyeball with sight. Animals are amazing and resilient and these three are regular playful and affectionate kittens that sometimes run into things:) 
​この3匹の子猫は4月25日にやってきて、そのまま動物病院へ。 まだミルクが必要で、その日はちょっと大変だったので、動物病院で一晩預かってもらい、翌日、少し元気になって戻ってきました。 注射器から出る子猫用のミルクを好み、哺乳瓶にはなつきませんでしたが、シリンジでの授乳は問題ありませんでした。彼らは成長し、健康で、目は救えませんでしたが、ずっと良くなっています。3匹のうちで、視力のある眼球は1つしかないようです。動物は素晴らしく、回復力があり、この3匹は遊び好きで愛情深い普通の子猫で、時々何かにぶつかることもあります:) 

10 animals out to homes already in May. We also had three animals bounce back and we picked them up from Kansai on Wednesday. Cat Eclair was in a home for a year. Dog Manju for a month. Kitten Ichika only a few days.  Various reasons and though tremendously disappointing and stressful for the animals with all that moving around, I'm glad they are back with us and hope we make a better match for them the next time.
5月に入ってから、すでに10匹の里親さんが決まりました。また、3匹の動物が跳ね返ってきて、水曜日に関西から引き取りました。猫のエクレアは1年間、家庭で飼われていました。犬のまんじゅうは1ヶ月。子猫のイチカは数日だけ。 いろいろな事情で、移動が多く、動物たちにはストレスがかかり、とても残念ですが、また戻ってきてくれてうれしいですし、次回はもっと良いご縁がありますように

To add a piece of very happy news, Yumiko the Akita was adopted and came back to visit us this week.  She is such a beautiful and good girl, we are so glad she found the perfect home💕
​最後にとても嬉しいニュースを付け加えると、秋田犬のユミコが先週に里子にでて、早速今週、新しい家族と私たちを訪ねてきてくれました。 とても綺麗で良い子なので、最高のお家が見つかって本当に良かったです💕。

ツバキは2020年に動物管理センターに捕獲された野良犬でした。餌を与えていたご夫婦から、私たちの助けがなければ生きて帰れないと連絡がありました。私たちは彼を引き取ることに同意しました。ツバキはシェルターでの生活、見知らぬ人間の近くにいること、リードをつけて散歩すること、触られること、ブラッシングされることなど、犬と人間の関係を学ぶのにしばらく時間がかかりました。ツバキは私たちの成功者の一人であり、昨年9月以来、生涯の伴侶となる家庭で素晴らしく暮らしています。 
Tsubaki was a feral dog that found himself at animal control in 2020. The couple that were feeding him contacted us as he would have no way out alive without our help. We agreed to take him. It took Tsubaki a while to get used to shelter life, being near strange humans and learning dog-human things like taking walks on lead, being touched, brushed, etc. etc. I'm happy to say Tsubaki was one of our successes and he is doing wonderfully in his forever home since September of last year.
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​犬はそれぞれ個性があり、里子に出すまでにどれだけの時間、訓練、忍耐が必要かを知るのは決して簡単ではありません。徳島は野犬の数が多く、動物管理センターで処分される犬も多く、どれだけの期間で里子に出せるのか判断は難しい。それでも、私たちは彼らのためにチャンスを掴みます。何年も一緒にいて、まだ触られるのが苦手な犬もいます。また、動物管理センターで野犬とされた犬でも、保護されると1〜2日ですっかり殻を破ってしまう犬もいます。そして、ツバキのように2～3年後には家族と一緒に暮らせるようになる犬もいます。私はツバキのことをとても嬉しく思っています。そして、内気な保護犬を時間をかけて知り、家に迎え入れてくれることを決めてくれた里親にとても感謝しています。
Every dog is an individual and it's never easy to know how much time, training and patience it will take before they are ready for adoption. With such a large feral population in Tokushima and many captured to be destroyed at animal control, it's always hard to know the outcome. But we still take the chance for them. We have dogs that have been with us for years and are still not comfortable being touched. We also have dogs that are labeled feral at animal control but completely come out of their shell in a day or two once rescued. And we have dogs like Tsubaki that after a couple of years can live in a home with a family. I'm so happy for him and so grateful to our adopters for taking the time to get to know a shy shelter dog and deciding to give him a home💕